I am trying to decide what kind of a sponsor I want to have. There are a few people who I am considering, and I'm not sure which person is right for me. I don't know if it would be better to pick someone who is a lot like me or if I should pick someone really different because she'll help me see things in a different way.
I'm interested in the sponsorship process, though, and I think that it might do me some good. I liked being able to talk to my mother when I was getting divorced from my first marriage, and I think the idea of having a more experienced, wiser mentor who has been through some of the things that I'm going through could be really helpful.
A few of the people who I'd most like to have as a sponsor aren't on the list as options. I wonder why?
I don't really understand how the process works. I wish I didn't have to ask someone. I wish it were a bit more formal.
I need a nap. It's been a long, long week.
He's going to go stay with his mother. He's taking the new dog and leaving me our puppy. I'm excited to have an evening alone. I kind of wish he'd taken both dogs, though, because I'd like to have a real evening to myself.
I never used to crave this space the way I do now. I don't think I would have, either. I love the idea of him being gone, of having the bed to myself, of being able to do whatever I want.
I can't wait for the weekend. This week is boring and tiresome and insufferable. I can't believe it's only 3:30. I was thinking of staying at work until 6:30 so that I could go straight to my meeting, but I don't know if I'm going to make it. Maybe I should go home and take a nap...or maybe I should just tough it out and stay, make some money, go to my meeting, go home, bathe luxuriously, and go to bed.
Ahhhh...that sounds so nice. And it would be nice to get a big paycheck. Maybe I can stand to stay. I could go buy some coffee...that might do the trick...