Friday, August 10, 2007

Goddamn It Afghanistan.


Not really feeling up to writing today, and I've been feeling SO up to writing lately that I've forgotten to keep track of the news on heroin.

It's funny how interested I was in learning EVERYTHING about heroin at first. I'd Google search "Heroin Death," "dead heroin addicts," "heroin overdose," and on and on all day, every day. It's interesting to me to read back through the stuff I've written here and watch how the ways I've dealt with his addiction have changed, and how I've grown.

I talked to a good friend last night, and she kept telling me how I should be really proud, not only that I've kept my shit together, but that I've actually grown from all this experience. I'm like some kind of mushroom that just grows and grows on shit.

5 comments:

just another addict said...

I, too, noticed how much your blog has changed. I remember the days of Dead Addict of the Day and stuff. That's how I came to love you....
And so we all move on, right?
I love the comment about growing in shit -- LMAO, grl.
Peace my lil' mushroom,
Scout

just another addict said...

Hey, that can be yer new street name --Lil' Shroom.
I like it.

Wayward Son said...

It IS amazing, isn't it!

WS

DirtyBitchSociety said...

Yes, you should be proud that you stuck by your man,. Never let 'em tell you otherwise. Ya heard?

sKILLz said...

As you should be proud girl. I have read alot of your blog posts and you have grown so much! Keep on doing your thing and stand by your man.
I have done the same for my wife. Thats how we do, we love them. They cry we cry, there happy were happy. And if there not happy were trying to make them happy!