Thursday, May 24, 2007

Impending Doom.

Something doesn't feel right today. He didn't wake up to tell me goodbye when I went to work this morning. I tried to call him for a while, and he didn't answer. He called me back, and I got the feeling he didn't want to talk.

None of these things quite justify the feeling in my gut. Maybe it's nothing. It's probably not nothing. It's probably something bad.


Wayward Son said...

I hate that feeling that nestles itself in the pit of the stomach. I think everyone knows it well. I get it these days when ever doubt, which always seems to be lurking nearby, decides to make its presence felt. I'm not so much commenting on the reason for your feeling that way then i am commiserating with the feeling. I feel the feeling itself is just as destructive as whatever might be causing it. It becomes another hurdle to jump.


Anonymous said...

Always trust your instinct. It's better to be wrong and confronted him with your instincts tham it is for you to ignore them and be proven right later. A junkie will always lie to you. It's not you in particular, we just do this to protect ourselves. Often times we are so convinced by our own lies, that not only do we believe them, but we get you to believe as well. Always trust your instinct.