Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Not All There.

I spent much of today looking for my glasses. I just found them on top of my head.

I've accomplished a few things: I did some work. I put on pants. (Putting on pants is a major accomplishment. This week, working from home means I sit in bed with my laptop a lot.) I fed my dogs their lunch. I emptied half the dishwasher.

I'm not calling him. He called me last night. It made me upset. He called to see how I was. He was kind. His kindness made me upset, as would his cruelty. I miss him, and I don't want him to come home...at the same time.